POEM: IT'S TIME TO GO

photo by Alex Lear

 

IT'S TIME TO GO

(for Kysha N. Brown)

 

in the morning the fog will lift, then we must rise

up out of our bed of desires, of dreams whether fulfilled or

unrealized, whether passing through alone or with someone

yes, the rowing remains hard, life's oblivious water is wide

treacherous crosscurrents of chance & circumstance run

deep across this river's seductive face, which

as langston knew, is always desirous of a kiss

 

this poem is about our internal intimacies where we hurt

bone deep & tremble joyfully, uncontrollably

to be human is to remain responsive to spring optimism

new days & the struggle to turn personal corners, seek & find

our way to a brightness suggestive as the sweet time just after dawn

when the dew is warm, the sun strong & nothing is before us

but open road & an itch to get it on

 

—kalamu ya salaam


POEM: MY LIPS, HER PALM

photo by Alex Lear

 

my lips, her palm

 

why do men look

at women with an impossible longing

to possess any body found attractive

 

i have watched a woman raise her knee

another’s breast revealed when she bent over

or just the intense magnet of a smile

while casually talking on the phone,

 

nia’s sleeping form as i lean across

to tell her i am going, there is no need for porn

magazines in my life

 

the world is too full of real women and a wife

who tells me it was so romantic how—after

she tripped on the gravel road—i sucked

the dirted blood from the wound on her hand

 

—kalamu ya salaam

 

POEM: YOU WON'T SEE THIS ON TELEVISION

photo by Alex Lear

 

You Won't See This On Television

(to nia/to black women)

 

i have a boxcar of feelings for you, raw as afterbirth, unsubtle

as the sheriff delivering a summons or rev. jamison's sermon

railing against false gods, except there is nothing illegal nor mystical

about my commitment to publicly wash myself, no dirty linen,

no putting on airs, only a purity, sharp as the in rush of your breath

after my lick suck on the thick erect of your nipple thrust

or the distinctive pride of my willingness to be poor whenever

being rich signifies selling my principles or our people

 

though many of us may sometimes barter our bodies

for a mere moment's pleasure or the morseled promise

of a material trifle, still, regardless of our life's relative lightness

or the near unbearable burden of historic auction, the intimacy

of blackness continues not as a thing, but rather is eternally evidenced

as an act of freedom, the realization of love's arc of giving

 

—kalamu ya salaam

 

ESSAY: TRUMPET DREAMS

photo by Alex Lear

 

TRUMPET DREAMS 

 

Somewhere in America a young person looks at a trumpet. Ok, maybe they are not actually looking at a physical instrument. Maybe they are dreaming about a trumpet. Dreaming about playing a trumpet—the bell held high, gleaming in the sun, and people are dancing, and laughing, and shouting. Every riff played brings joy. Every move the dancers make in response, inspires our musician to higher heights of trumpetry.

 

All across America, many young people dream of becoming a great musician, but unless they are from New Orleans that dream does not include hundreds of people dancing as an integral part of a funeral procession. That dream is not playing “Big Fat Woman” in a Zulu Parade or “Ain’t Got No Food Stamps” outside the “Brown Derby” on Freret Street, or swinging through Treme playing “Atomic Dog” in homage to a neighborhood stray who has passed away—literally a canine who everyone loved and no one owned, or so it seemed.

 

This is a culturally specific dream grounded in a post-reconstruction tradition that began at the turn of 20th century and was drowned at the turn of the 21st century.

 

That first trumpeter, or at least the one most remembered, was Charles “Buddy” Bolden whom legend says you could hear clean across the river. Country born, city-bred Buddy Bolden is the man credited with starting jazz as we know it, and though the mythology of jazz perpetrated by popular jazz critics would point you to the brothels of Storyville as the cradle of jazz, the truth is that most of the music was played outdoors in the parks and streets of New Orleans, parading through the community or at picnics and Sunday outings. One famous gathering spot was Johnson Park, which was adjacent to Lincoln Park, located in the section of the city known as Gert Town, across the canal from where Xavier University is now. Some of the well-established Creole bands of trained musicians would play in one park and Buddy Bolden and his rough and tumble aggregation of literal “dark town strutters” would be in the other park. A battle royale would ensue. Buddy’s mixture of ragtime and blues always won.

 

Eventually Buddy Bolden was remaindered by the authorities to a mental institution on the other side of Lake Ponchartrain, the same lake which put an end to Buddy’s reign in the early 1900’s would rise up and swamp Buddy’s great-great-grandchildren in the early 2000’s.

 

After Buddy, Freddie Keppard was the guy most folk name as the standard bearer. RCA Victor offered him the opportunity to be the first man to record a jazz record. He refused, fearful that if he made a platter, then people would steal his music. They say Freddie would even drape a handkerchief over his horn so others couldn’t see how he fingered his notes. This stubborn, albeit, futile pride manifested itself repeatedly whenever a healthy percentage of people refused to leave the city in the face of oncoming hurricanes. But just as Freddie’s refusal came to naught—trumpeter Nick Larocca, the leader of the Original Dixieland Jass Band, was the first to record a jazz recording and thereby established forever that jazz was founded by Italian musicians, and not by Negroes—in a similar way, those who wanted to stay soon found themselves overwhelmed and almost everyone was forced out of the city.

 

If this mythical kid dreaming of trumpet glory had studied the music, he certainly knew that King Oliver was the next trumpet great. Oliver traveled across the then new land called America, coast to coast. One of the iconic photographs of King Oliver and band was taken on the sidewalks of San Francisco. Coming rather early in the era of recordings, most of what comes down to us is but a pale sliver of sound compared to the reputation of the king, whose most lasting claim to fame was as a teacher and father figure for someone often considered the greatest jazz musician of all time: “Louis Satchelmouth” Armstrong.

 

Over the course of a long, long career that included hits in the 1950s, Armstrong grew to be affectionately known as “Pops” because he shouldered the responsibility of caring for and about at least three generations of jazz musicians. While Pop’s artistry as a trumpeter and vocalist will last as long as American culture lasts, what most of his fellow musicians valued most was the unstinting support he offered, including but not limited to, gifts of money when someone was down on their luck.

 

For the first half of the 20th century, you couldn’t get no bigger than Pops, couldn’t be more loved, nor more welcomed worldwide. So when our kid is dreaming, undoubtedly the youngster envisions becoming as renown and loved as Pops was.

 

Armstrong’s shadow was so big that although he came along before the Harlem Renaissance, and although there were numerous other great jazz trumpeters including Bunk Johnson, who like Bolden came from the countryside, or Henry Red Allen (from Algiers, which is the part of New Orleans located on the west bank of the river), or Joe Newman, a stalwart of the Basie band, few knew that Joe was a New Orleans trumpeter, all of the brass men such as the aforementioned and many others notwithstanding, they were all dwarfed by the towering eminence of Louis Armstrong.

 

Within jazz in general there would be no serious challenge to Armstrong’s reign as the trumpet king until the meteoric rise of Dizzy Gillespie and the marathonic consistency of Miles Davis, both of whom would be eclipsed by another young man with a horn, another product of the New Orleans dream: Wynton Marsalis. And just as Pops was not the first, Wynton is not the last, yet equally they are the acknowledged masters of the jazz trumpets, bookends at the beginning and end of the 20th century.

 

Those who came before Pops are recognized in the chronicles of jazz, but as far as the general public is concerned, Armstrong is the first great name of jazz, and most certainly the first great jazz trumpeter. In a similar way, although a slew of significant trumpeters have followed Wynton—Terrence Blanchard, who would make a great name for himself scoring films, and Nicholas Payton, who physically resembles Pops and who is perhaps the fiercest soloist active on his chosen instrument—nevertheless, it is Wynton that the general public knows and defers to in matters jazz.

 

Pops appeared on television more than any other jazz musician prior to Wynton Marsalis, who became the authority when he was presented as the chief narrator and guide for Ken Burns’ award winning, multi-hour jazz documentary delineating the birth and development of America’s leading contribution to world culture.

 

At some level, our dreamer probably wishes to be considered more than merely an entertainer. Our dreamer would love to help sustain the community and also would love to be recognized as an articulate commentator on this beloved music.

 

While all of our dreamers want to be known worldwide, some of them never dream of leaving home. A significant number have flat-out refused to leave and thus they are relatively unknown outside of New Orleans. Have you heard of Kermit Ruffins, who started off in the Rebirth Brass Band and went on to become a social institution as both a jazz musician and a cook (Pops love of red beans and rice was embodied by Kermit), and then there’s Irving Mayfield who followed Wynton in much the same way Pops followed King Oliver. Irving even lived in Wynton’s apartment while studying with Wynton—today, Irving has made a name for himself not just as a trumpeter but also as a bandleader and as the city-government-sanctioned, official jazz ambassador of New Orleans. Or there is James “12” Andrews who can do an uncanny Armstrong impersonation, and don’t overlook 12’s younger sibling Troy (affectionately known as Trombone Shorty, who started out on trombone before switching to trumpet). Today Troy plays with Lenny Kravitz. And just as life goes on, there are others, other young dreamers with a horn.

 

Why has New Orleans produced so many important jazz musicians in general and trumpet players in particular? Is it something in the water, in the food, in the hot, humid air or is there some sociological rationale for a seemingly endless production of jazz trumpeters? Well its all of the above and none of the above. It’s a way of life in New Orleans.

 

Harold Battiste, Jr. is a New Orleans musician of countless accomplishments. He was the musical director for the Sonny & Cher television show as well as the often uncredited producer of all of the duo’s gold records. Battiste was the arranger for Sam Cooke’s first big hit, “You Send Me,” and the producer for the birth of the New Orleans legendary artist Dr. John. But more germane to this particular discussion, Battiste was the founder of AFO records in the mid-sixties, one of the first, if not the first,  wholly Black owned jazz recording label. AFO’s big hit was “I Know” by Barbara George that included a famous solo by Melvin Lastie, which became a standard one had to master if one wanted to consider one’s self a New Orleans trumpeter. Harold Battiste composed the solo that his good friend Lastie played.

 

Typical of what seems to Topsy-like “just happen” down in the Big Easy, the truth is that it’s the result of careful planning and execution. Battiste who teaches jazz combo, composing and arranging at the University of New Orleans in the jazz studies department insightfullly opines that the success of their program is not because of the school but because of the city. The New Orleans music community offers the young student a place within a community of jazz musicians and a myriad of opportunities to play jazz in many different styles, at a frequency and a depth of shared experienced unrivaled by any other American metropolis.

 

It’s not simply on-the-job-training, it’s a traditional way of life that is lived everyday. You learn how to play funky by playing in the streets, not from listening to records or following the dictates of an instructor in the classroom. At a secondline, or other traditional street performance, if you don’t play well, you’ll find yourself playing to yourself—people will literally walk away—or else they will talk over your meaningless musings. The streets are a hard taskmaster. People who have heard generations and generations of music are not easily seduced by empty technique. You have to bring the noise, in order to be heard.

 

And if the discipline of a hip audience was not enough, the other factor is that you find yourself playing in the company of musicians who may have played what you’re struggling to play for twenty years before you were even born. The multi-generational schooling that takes place in a New Orleans jazz band can only happen because the music transcends the contemporary infatuation with youth culture. Some of the music is over a hundred years old. And although new ideas and new ways of playing do enter the tradition, the old ways have never died—they may be modified over time, but they have never died.

 

The youngster who would be king has to master a tradition before blazing new paths. This is what Wynton Marsalis found out. Initially he started off as a post-bop trumpeter, but over time he was force to recognize the mountain of New Orleans musical traditions. Wynton knew that if he wanted to be truly great, he must first learn the greatness that preceded him.

 

And now we are at the end of an era. For the first time in the history of New Orleans jazz, a youngster who dreams of becoming the next king will not be able to follow in the footsteps of the masters. Our dreamer will no longer be able to parade through the streets of Treme with a spontaneous crowd of two hundred people in tow.* The little neighborhood joints are no more. The old master who has seen over sixty summers no longer lives around the corner. You can’t get together with a bunch of your high school friends and play for block parties on the weekend—indeed this year there will be no high school football games where the band rocks the stands. No Sundays on the lake front. No street festivals uptown in Central City or downtown in the Ninth Ward. There’s still the French Quarter itself but without the tradition buttressing it, what goes on in that roughly 12-square-block area is a pale imitation of life rather than the real deal—the vibrant, funky, Blackness of New Orleans culture.

 

Of course, one could make the same analysis of the food, or the visual arts, the social organizations and the lively vernacular of New Orleans. A way of life has been washed away because the people who created and continued that way of life have been “saved” and sent away, evacuated literally all over the country.

 

In Utah is there a hundred year-old tradition of parading in the streets that our dreamer can join? In Boston they bake beans, but can they make red beans and rice—indeed do they even have red beans in Boston? Somewhere in Minnesota our dreamer is going to go looking for a snowball in the summertime and people are not going to know anything about finely shaved ice saturated with a myriad of fruit-flavored syrups. Even in Shreveport, Louisiana, less than four hundred miles from home, one will not hear the boom of a bass drum and the hot blare of a trumpet celebrating and memorializing the life of a friend, one will not be able to respond by jumping up and joining the dancing procession.

 

It is not the thing itself, but the tradition that produced the thing; not jazz as a music form but the attitude and behaviors of the people, that is what kept the culture alive; not a particular song but indeed a whole approach to singing, that is what has been lost in the flood waters.

 

Somewhere a youngster dreams of being a trumpet king, of carrying on a tradition—now that New Orleans is no more, is there any other place where the trumpet tradition lives, and, if not, can the tradition be reborn in the new New Orleans? Can traditions continue to exist amid the absence of the people who created and sustained those traditions? Is a dream and a dreamer enough, or do we need a land of dreams, way down yonder in New Orleans?

 

___________________

* This essay was written in 2006. Since that time something worst has “quietly” happened. By 2010 street musicians are banned by city ordinance from performing after 8pm. Brass bands parading without an expensive permit have been literally arrested. The spontaneous street culture of New Orleans that spawned jazz and supplied a seemingly endless supply of trumpet giants has been effectively censored and silenced.

 

—kalamu ya salaam

 

 

 

 

POEM: KNIFE IN HAND, NEW ORLEANS IS AN ARDENT OYSTER SHUCKER

photo by Alex Lear

 

knife in hand, new orleans

is an ardent oyster shucker

 

seeking not pearls but rather

the eager consumption of

tart juice & slippery succulence

if your psyche is tight

big easy will pry

you open and suck,

swallow your inhibitions

without chewing

just after slathering

hot sauce on the chilled

goose-pimples

of your disrobed flesh

shivering beneath the artificial cold

of air conditioned discomfort

 

folk not from here

say we nasty

wrinkle their nostrils

in our presence

but keep coming back

slipping betwixt the warmth

of our nights where brazen shadows

couple and dance with abandon

 

how can we ignore the specter

of a drunken politician french kissing

an underage paramour or the exorcism

of an unfrocked priest

kneeling in a bathroom stall?

—the answer is simply

to accept the rawness

embedded within each human breast

to unselfconsciously embrace

the amoral appetites

of our predator hearts

as each of us searches

for ways to satisfy urges

civilization may suppress

but which nature will not allow

any of us to fully deny — or,

as one lover

said to another:

bon appetité

 

—kalamu ya salaam

 

SHORT STORY: YESTERDAY OR TOMORROW?

photo by Alex Lear

 

Yesterday or Tomorrow?

The past is the only future we can truly know and, unfortunately, there is so much about our past we will never know.

 

“Do you think one day, I mean like centuries from now, somewhere, some group of intelligent beings are going to sit around and speculate about us, the way we speculate about, say, dinosaurs?”

 

I looked at See-unk like he was crazy. “What you mean ‘we’? You been outside too much. Besides, what makes you think that life has to be intelligent, talking, philosophizing, etc.? You know what I’m saying? I think it’s a human conceit to think that “intelligent” life is the only life that counts. What about trees? Or roaches, for that matter? Or algae? Or amoebas?”

 

“See, that’s the problem with asking you a simple question. Can’t nothing ever be like: ‘yeah’ or straight up, ‘no.’ Or for that matter, not even a simple ass, ‘maybe.’ Noooo, with you, everything got to be complicated, complex, full of conditionals and wrinkles and shit.

 

“Well, who else would be thinking about long-gone dinosaurs except somebody who is complex?”

 

* * *

 

—kalamu ya salaam 

 

SHORT STORY: MILTON NASCIMENTO

photo by Alex Lear

 

milton nascimento

 

in the scheme of things, as flows this river called life, our barges momentarily close to each other, because the currents are what they are, fast running & strong, with an undertow that will sweep you off into areas you don't want to go if you don't steer your craft with determination, because there are also so many lights and sights on the shore, so many distractions, so many invitations to dock and get lost in enjoying the landside diversions, because there is sometimes fog on the river and also because of our natural wariness—and that's really a wrong description, our wariness is not natural, our wariness is "nurtured," after being on the river awhile one learns that everybody who rides a barge is not necessarily a fellow traveler—because of all of that and more, especially this fog and just the speed we travel, a speed which discourages skipping around from boat to boat, a speed which sometimes does not allow us to fully grasp what is happening as someone whizzes by us and we are also moving real fast and here passes us somebody else moving faster, like amiri baraka says, somebody's fast is another body's slow, and who knows when you are on your boat alone or I on mine, alone, who knows, and we be trying to make our way, even those of us straining to push our barge up river, no matter the direction we all are struggling along, all of us once issued from the mouth waters of our mother's womb are actually headed downward toward that big sea wherein we will become part of the eternal dust/water & spirit of this universe, how long do we have on the river, who knows, where we dock, that is our choice, how long we sit there, and then again, sometimes it is not really our choice, sometimes, like our ancestors we are forced into spaces and not given choices, not given the space to decide how to maneuver and negotiate our time on the river, fortunately, for us, we have a bit more leeway than did our ancestors in this regard—and I give thanx and praise to them because their struggles on, or should I say "in" the river, swimming without aid of boat or oar, swimming sometimes without even driftwood to hold to, swimming with balls and chains shackled to their limbs, the ways in which they miraculously waded through and parted the waters to make a way for us, to create an opportunity for us to acquire barges and boats and other vessels, the navigational lessons they learned and passed down to us, learned on the sly, on the fly, anyway they could, and passed on, goodness, we must give thanx and praise -- so here float we, sometimes moving on our own steam, crisscrossing the river of life, sometimes out of fuel just drifting, some times shut down in despair, and sometimes we're just out there and we've got everything we need to keep going except the will to do the hard work of moving our boats along on the big muddy of this river whose waters are increasingly polluted and stinking and sometimes even on fire, rivers literally on fire burning oil slicks, or sometimes we are in serious disrepair, rudders broke, holes in the hull and the like, sometimes got everything we need to move except good common sense so we waste our resources and the richness of our legacies handed down to us from those who struggled to get to the water in the first place, who waged the herculean battle just to get down by the riverside, when I use this metaphor of floating on the river of life, I mean more than just you and i, more than just a line I toss out to make conversation, I mean something so deep, so deep, so when I call out to you in the lightless night or through the morning fog, when I holler out my identifying shout and momentarily maneuver close, close enough so that our barges bump gently against each other, touch and go, as we float on down the river, and it is morning, or just after noon in a crowded river, or late past midnight and we are the only vessels visible in the darkness, or whenever, when I shout and sing my request, ask your permission to board, it is in the fullest awareness that my request is not about a merger of companies but rather a momentary sharing, a temporal but not temporary alignment of spaces and personalities, temporal in that it is time bound, you've got places to go, people to meet, things to do, and so do i, and neither of us intends to leave our vessels unattended for long, nor either of us give up our vessel for life aboard the other's, and similarly, I understand should I hear you sing, unlike sailors mythisizing some madness about the sound of women singing on the water is a siren song that will lead them to ruin, I understand—i'm listening to milton nascimento at this moment and his music is so mystically beautiful, so ethereal, I mean his voice climbs like sunlight descending on a shaft through the clouds except that it reverses the flow and rises where the sunbeam comes down his voice ascends and the melodies he utters and the stories in his voice, I don't speak portuguese but I hear milton's meaningful beauty, and when I read the lyrics translated it helps or doesn't help, but all i've really got to do is open my ears and listen, and that is the beauty of great art, we don't have to know how it was done, in many cases don't even have to know the language, especially when it's music or visual, all we have to do is be open to beauty and it will take our hand and lead us there, it will kiss us full on the mouth, lips open with the surprise of the tongue moving lucidly in and out our mouths thrilling us to our toes, ah milton nascimento—I understand you are not asking for anything all the time even though this knowing is forever, the paradox of life on the river, nothing lasts, everything flows on, everything changes, but awareness and knowledge of the deepness and connections between soul mates stretches pass any fence that time can erect, breeches the dams built to hold us back and exploit the movement of our waters, so sometimes I will call to you, or you to me, and if we are close enough and if the time permits, I mean if we are not busy steering through some particular rough waters or on a mission that requires all our attention, if there is time we will tie up to each other and one board the other for a moment, and that's all I ask, permission to board, not to stay, nor to take anything with me, but to be in you, with you for whatever sharing time there is for us on this river called life, encircled in your embrace, and, of course, you in mine, for whatever time…

 

—kalamu ya salaam


SHORT STORY: DON'T EVER GROW OLD

photo by Alex Lear

 

 

don’t ever grow old

 

don’t ever grow old, he said.

 

i had stood aside for the lady i assumed was his wife. with a painfully visible effort she haltingly scooted out of the narrow seat. i had told her, “take your time.” and then, with a tenuous grip on the seat back, he excruciatingly  rose and looked up at me, hesitating. i told him to go ahead. he chuckled, his eye twinkled and he advised me, don’t ever grow old. from behind me a middle-aged lady wryly intoned, what other option is there?

 

he slowly shuffled down the aisle, i was behind him, taking half steps so that i would not run up on his heels. once off the plane i darted around the old couple, someday i will be old like that but i hope... what do i hope? concerning growing old what hope is there?

 

i stopped at the kiosk where southwest airlines had complimentary orange juice and donuts. while holding down the tap to fill my cup, this guy approaches, picks up a napkin, and tries to decide what kind of donut he wants.

 

“you ever wonder what your life would be like if you and carol had got together?”

 

what? i look up but this guy is not looking at me and doesn’t even seem to be talking to me, even though i clearly heard him. how did he know about carol, about the crush i had on her in 7th grade?

 

“you know there is a parallel universe, another place where the path you didn’t take continues on. if you want, i can put you on that road.”

 

i almost spit up the juice. this time i’m sure the guy’s lips weren’t moving, yet i’m also sure i’m hearing strange things.

 

“but if you go, you can’t come back. you only get one chance to live again. i know you think this is a joke, but it’s not. it’s real.”

 

at that moment, i thought the strangest thought--what if i could be with any of the women i have ever loved, would i take it?

 

“i can hook you up with carol.”

 

i turned away and said in a low voice, no you can’t. carol died of breast cancer about a year ago.

 

“you’re wrong buddy, what i mean is you could rewind and have a life with carol. it wouldn’t stop her from dying but you would be there until she died and, hey, afterwards, you could marry another love, and...”

 

i walked away. i am on my second go-round already, i don’t have to travel back to get here. bustling forward, i mull over marrying a previous love and am forced to acknowledge donut man has a point: choosing one love over another is disconcerting.

 

like the summer i declined to choose jean kelly. at the time, i didn’t even know i was making a choice or, as it were, ignoring a choice i could have made. i simply basked in the moment, giving no thought to what could be. in fact, as many males do, i thought i was fortunate to be able to enjoy without being forced to choose. but then again, if i was not ready to choose, how ready would i have been to deal with the results had i made that choice? i thought about jean because even now, decades later, the residue of her unerasable tenderness continues to reside in the marrow of my being at an address deeper than bone. why couldn’t i then recognize her permanence...?

 

i guess that guy was trying to offer me a chance to both keep and savor two love cakes from the ingredients of one life time, or..., or maybe i’m being sentimental. i always want every love to be true and lasting; don’t we all? or am i just being male and desiring every woman i’ve every wanted? shit, life is too short and too complex to go back.

 

i hang a right at the newsstand where literally hundreds of glossy magazines are strung out in come-hither displays featuring all the flavors of the month, particularly the female-fleshy variety.

 

a security guard gives me a cursory glance. no matter how individual i believe myself to be, i’m still but one of thousands of travelers she scans every day. and then in a flash i know: the most important life choice is not who we hook up with but rather which route we trod. on the road is where we meet our mates, to go one way is to reject another. boy, i can be a philosophizing fool while walking my ass through an airport!

 

on the down escalator i vainly try to gather up my thoughts. few of the travelers around me look happy. are they scowling in disappointment about dead-ended routes?

 

the terminal doors open automatically. i step into the dallas morning sunshine, gently sit down the black briefcase that contains my laptop, unsling  my carry-on from my shoulder, and lean back against a concrete column, reprising my monthly waiting-for-my-ride routine.

 

mr. donut passes without even a glance in my grey-bearded direction. i’m not surprised. when you’re fixated on the past, you don’t recognize the future. on the other hand, to truly know yourself, you must recognize everything and everyone you’ve rejected or avoided.

 

i probably looked somewhat silly, standing there beaming my crooked-tooth smile at life’s little paradox: all the things we are is also a composite of all the things we chose not to be? is this how it feels to grow old?

 

—kalamu ya salaam

 

ESSAY: NOW, WRITE THAT DOWN!

photo by Alex Lear 

 

NOW, WRITE THAT DOWN!

 

Between Slam and Love Jones, between MTV and Showtime at the Apollo, between campus poetry events and recording contracts, between the coffeehouse and the cameo spot on cable television, between more of that and all of that, there is still the question of actually writing poetry.

 

We are spouting more poetry than ever before. performing, orating, declaiming -- but where are the truly memorable poems -- the ones we can recite decades from now and those poems will still have meaning? What is lost in much of the current clamor of spoken word is an appreciation of and emphasis on art and ethos, on craft and meaning beyond what is topical and/or trendy.

 

The sad truth is that most poets today can't write -- couldn't "write" a concise and well crafted poem if there life depended on it. But, they can recite, act out, perform, wow an audience, get the peeps hyped, sho you right. Contemporary spoken word artists are like Vachel Lindsay -- who? -- precisely my point.

 

Back before the Garvey era poets (i.e. the commercially-named "Harlem Renaissance") there was Vachel Lindsay author of "The Congo." Lindsay also was someone who helped bring Langston Hughes to national attention. Lindsay was popular as all get out, his readings were major events.

 

In an authoritative two-volume study, "A History of Modern Poetry," critic David Perkins sums up Lindsay's appeal. "He sang, chanted, shouted, vibrated, accelerated, stopped, started again in a whisper; in short, he used widely varying volumes, pitches, and tempos, changing with dramatic suddenness. Meanwhile, he gestured, paced, cakewalked, mimed, and stamped out the rhythm of his accumulative catalogues. The audience was delighted... As he went about the country reciting these poems between 1915 and 1920, he attracted large audiences."

 

Today, few if any people read Lindsay's work. As for Langston Hughes -- well Hughes recited his work at the drop of a hat but, as his existing recordings painfully demonstrate, Hughes was no great shakes as a performer -- yet we still read Hughes long after Lindsay is forgotten. Why?

 

Because Hughes figured out how to succinctly write blues and jazz inspired poetry, to give those music-influenced words a second life through the longevity of the printed page. And it was no easy doing what Hughes did. You want a graduate course in poetry? Read two books: "The Collected Poems of Langston Hughes" (Knopf) and "Langston Hughes & the Blues" (University of Illinois Press) by Steven C. Tracy.

 

Hughes' collected poems is monumental, pay particular attention to the book length, multi-part "Montage of a Dream Deferred" poem whose various sections are famous as poems in and of themselves. You don't have to study it in depth to be instructed by Hughes' profound grasp of how to simply (but not simplistically) present the profound facts and acts of human existence.

 

Hughes took the rhythmic and melodic elements of blues and bebop and created written poetry that both reflected as well as transcended its origins. Would it not be wonderful if some young poet could do the same thing with hip-hop?

 

"Hughes & the Blues," on the other hand is a study, and as such is both insightful and inspirational. Tracy wisely limits his scrutiny to a specific set of poems, the "blues" verse, and then goes in depth. Even a rudimentary appreciation of the issues and concepts that Tracy fathoms would inspire fledging poets to important leaps in how one thinks of writing poetry and what the possibilities are for translating the art of the spoken word into the art of writing.

 

All of which brings me back to the concern of this short essay. Crafting poetry for the page is not a question of writing how you talk, but of using how you talk to help develop a style of writing that accurately and artfully both expresses how you are as well as articulates the relevance of your being to the rest of existence -- moreover, the "you" in this case is not just the individual "I" but really the collective "we" and the ethos we manifest.

 

We live in a disposable society, a society built on exploiting youth and novelty, but contemporary trends notwithstanding there is a big difference between momentary popularity and enduring relevance. If we are to be more than blips on the pulse beat of our time, if we are to produce a poetry the future will both listen to (and possibly even "sample") as well as read and treasure with both reverence and admiration, if we want to be poets then we must be more than performers.

 

I'll take Langston Hughes over Vachel Lindsay any day of the week, although I'm sure, back in the twenties if I had heard both of them read, I might have been wowed by Lindsay and underwhelmed by Hughes. Nevertheless, the proof of poetic greatness is not grounded in a momentary popularity but rather soars on the wings of a creative presentation of substance and imagination, body and soul.

 

The poet's most awesome task and, if we are both skillful and lucky, our most awesome accomplishment, is to create art that speaks across the ages; poetry which our people will recite in year 2100, just as we recite "Lift Every Voice and Sing" a hundred years after James Weldon Johnson first wrote the words in 1900.

 

Can you imagine writing a poem that has meaning a hundred years from now? If you can, than perhaps you have the heart of a poet, perhaps, you will be the one, to capture the ethos of our people and our era, maybe you will be the one to put that special message in the bottle to be enjoyed by future generations.

 

Poet, in the 21st century  -- the beauty and importance of our oral culture notwithstanding -- your highest calling is to insightfully and expertly write us down.

 

—kalamu ya salaam