POEM: I'M LOOKING FOR A LOVE

photo by Alex Lear

 

 

i'm looking for a love

 

remember bobby womack admitting

his pain to the world, or

yrself, remember yrself vowing never, never

never to ever be hurt like that again, vowing

i will never never ever

put myself in a position

to be hurt like that again

remember me, i'm not exempt from this

as i write this poem

 

we all are seekers

we are all looking, we are

looking, we are looking, we are

looking for love

and yet, oh yes, make no mistake

we most definitely want, need and are

fighting for political power

we'll take some economic development

we'll even go after higher education too,

but what we're really looking for,

especially now that we've gotten older

and are less inclined to belive in material

things...

 

what can i say abt love

that you have not heard before

that our voices have not cogently wrung from

song lyrics, some lonely

sister has not ached, what can be said

after all is said, nothing, nothing can be said

cause words won't warm the pillow, and applause

from an audience or awards, well

at night in the apartment alone, the room

dark, yr eyes wide open, what do you thk

that means -- a lot of peo. admire

my work and even, and even

even though there are peo.

who love me... this is difficult,

you know what i trying to say

how it is when you can't find what you

need, we are all out there, and most of us

are seekers

still looking, still searching,

still in desparate need, and even sometimes

when we get close to it, we are too afraid...

 

i can't go on w/h this

this shit is too hard...

i'm not going to stop living

i'm not going to stop working

but this shit, this shit

is so hard...

 

—kalamu ya salaam