POEM: I CAN NOT CALL YOU MINE

photo by Alex Lear

 

 

i can not call you mine

 

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we are not

owner

property

 

i can not

tell you what to be

your identity is not

entirely, or even mostly, me

 

i can not call you mine

 

i do not own you

you are not a thing

 

i can not call you mine

 

you are a person

choosing, changing, conscious

producer, possessor and proponent

of your own unique personality

 

i can not

box or bottle your being

 

you are mother

noting and nurturing the needs

of countless children, both those biologically

ours and those not borne through your body

 

i can not

claim your accomplishments

 

you are warrior

engaging enemies, attacking attitudes

destroying domination, voluntarily

wielding your own weapons

 

i can not

call your shots

 

you are worker

toiling through tasks, acquiring

knowledge, learning skills, providing

productive labor for our liberation

 

i can not

expropriate your wealth

 

 

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i can not call you mine

 

it is more

than enough

to be able to say

that i have been blessed

to share space, time and struggle

with you

 

because we are together

and kiss, or intimately and

openly reveal our dreams and fears

that does not mean we own

each other, it is surely

simply a sign of trust,

an index of our identification

with the inviolable integrities

of each of our individual selves

 

no one body can claim or own us,

not even we ourselves, for

we belong to our people,

our past and the future

we collectively develop in

these contemporary

conditions and circumstances,

you and i belong to the

ideals of a new world and the

constancy of conscious change

 

and thus cognizant of our worth

we willingly give of ourselves

to those with whom we

share struggle

 

i can not call you mine

 

—kalamu ya salaam