when you said you loved me
what did you do with it
after you didn't anymore
after the rain of love dried
after laughs
after baths
after toast & watermelon
after cups of water in the night
after morning smiles & phone calls
i know what i did with mine
i have a wall of pain painted
nigerian indigo,
created lyrics for a howlin' wolf,
fashioned a mask of brown sadness,
& in a midnight hour
buried love's corpse quietly
watching dry eyed
as the heart-red crypt slipped
peacefully deep into
the sea of my experiences
where the brackish-green, obsidian
sealed sepulcher shall sleep
untroubled by resurrection attempts
when you said you loved me
i never thought of it in the past tense
what did you do with it
after you didn't anymore
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Kalamu ya Salaam – vocals
Stephan Richter – clarinet
Wolfi Schlick – reeds
Frank Bruckner – guitar
Mathis Mayer - cello
Georg Janker - bass
Michael Heilrath - bass
Roland HH Biswurm - drums
Recorded: June 14, 1998 – "ETA Theatre" Munich, Germany
—kalamu ya salaam